Within Us Is The Soul Of The Whole, The Wise Slince, The Universal Beauty, The Eternal One

Within Us Is The Soul Of The Whole, The Wise Slince, The Universal Beauty, The Eternal One

Godess Kali

Godess Kali
What lives inside me

Godess Kali

~ KALI ~ POTASSIUM ~ end and beginning " The old must be released so that it is possible to stream the new within ". Message of Potassium: "I sing he praise whose harts accepts the universal order, which seems be only chaotic and variable. In reality, everything to in the smallest details, is created for in a perfect operational manner. The dance of the universe is a happy dance, with energy which moves sparkling and twisting in a never finishing celebration of living himself. Take part in this dancing and enjoys miraculous vertebrate travel your own life tale. Have no fear for change or a LOSS which appears. It is only the always moving energy interactive with you and your animal ingots. It embraces as a proof that you live! You embrace deepest emotions as a indicator of your truth human essence". Several meanings of this card: You current changes are well for your ~ Keep your ideas positive because they are very powerful ~ what a loss seems be is really the beginning of a Happy new phase ~ leaves the past loose ~ it is time to go further now. Concerning godin potassium: (pronounce you: Kal-ee) this ultra-powerful Hindu godin is feared by those who don't understand the natural cyclusses of birth, dead and Rebirth . Potassium is the embodiment of mother nature, which it fire old with natural storms and cleans to make the area fertile for the new plant and live. Potassium is the ultimate 'get things done' godess and she is powerful guide for those who call its. Such as a wise ripe mother, she will push you beyond your comforting area to reach the ultimed of your full potential.

Individual al the Way

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Feb 22, 2007

Electrical Storm


The sea, it swells like a sore head
And the night, it is aching

Two lovers lie with no sheets on their bed
And the day,it is breaking

Your on my mind all of the time

On rainy days we go swimming out
On rainy days swimming in the sound
On rainy days we go swimming out

Your on my mind all of the time

Let’s see colours that have never been seen
Let’s go places no one else has been
Cause if the sky can crack thee must be some way back

To love and only love

Your on my mind all of the time

Peter


This poem i received from Peter like many.Only this one had somehow a deeper message.It was also a part of the puzzel for me to reveal.
Because the first days after he past away,without thinking ,at this time, on the poem...
These lignes " Your in my mind all of the time,
Cause if the sky can crack thee must be some way back
To love and only LOVE"
it was heared for me all the time...like an inner hearing message
THis lignes apear all the time in my head...like an innervoice whispering this words to me....

Even now, as i am sitting here writing all this;several times a hear a tick at my windows...

But now back to the poem. After a week or so...a found a cd without the box next to my computer.
It was one of Peter's favourite cd's-> (from U2) as a started to listening to the songs, it appear to me that the poem was based on this song "electrical storm"...
For me there are several messages in this song.It didn't only reveale that there is more then what we see here on earth.Peter knew this...like he new this would happen. With or without his conciousness, he left me these things that should lead me to see...See what IS
Secondly my birthday present...a silken shawl (veil), wich reminded me of the curten between heaven and earth...

You see; all of this isn't made up...it appear to me, step by step...it was like it came all of a sudden in my counsciousness...
Like i had this experience (still have such experieces but less then in beginning; or i just let it be now and therefore it may seem like its less there)with this one special star...this was also not me looking for evidence...
But it was more like the evidence came to me...It asked me to pay attention to it...
This information as well, came by inner voice,deep inner knowing or sort of telepatic communication, the feeling you experience at this moment ect...

The 3rd thing that happened,to let me see that actually Peter wasn't really dead or in other words-> There is still such thing as live after death...only we do not existe anymore in our body...
It was the thing happenend with my television. Even before i know Peter hang himself...this very unforgetable morning; my remote control wasn't working no more, the energy was out of control ...is the best way to put it.
As i putted in the power buttem of my tv..and wanted to put on a specific channel...it started to run;one number after the other, couldn't stop it...not even manuel couldn't control television channels.There was not one single channel were i could stop

As my son was at home this morning (ear-infection) i didn't had much time to pay attention to it.Just remembered that as the docter was there for my son, i asked him if he knew something about electricity.He aswered(as kind of joking) he had only the abilety to heal my son. During the day policemen came to tell me what happend.

The same evening my docter had to come again, as i was in very big shock you can imagine...
By the evening,there was nothing wrong anymore with my remote control nor my tv.
Although the days after, it dured about 14 days in total...my television became nuts...on moment it was like he was new, the second moment he started to do whatever he felt...ALso the 3 day, no matter what i did...it putted himself on channel 3, no matter on wich number i puched, it shift by itself to channel 3 ...

So this for now...this will have a follow up

Feb 17, 2007

What's happening with me?



Na een hele periode waar ik alleen maar in een staat van diepe ontroering kon ZIJN, komen mijn tranen nu eindelijk vrij...
Deze diepe pijn,zo plots uit het niets....Wat gebeurt er momenteel met mij?

Lang geleden dat iemand zo mijn ziel weet te ontroeren...Dit omdat je zo puur bent,zo eerlijk durft te kijken naar jezelf...raakt het mij in mijn diepste wezen...

Zelf zat ik ook al tijdje vast, wetende dat Peter een reflectie was van wat in mij was en hierbij wordt her-boren...
Volledig zijn, wat voeld dit vreemd nu ik er terug zou kunnen "bijhoren"!
Voel in geen sprankeltje behoefte hier nood aan te hebben...
Laat mij maar ZIJN wie ik ben...

Momenteel kan je je niet voorstellen wat er zoal gebeurt in mij....een vage herinnering van een vorig leven...
Beseffende dat ik gedurende geheel mijn leven hier niet op aarde kon zijn...mijn licht niet kon schijnen bij al wat of wie niet in waarheid durfde te zijn

Beseffende dat er momenteel geen andere uitweg meer lijkt te zijn terug te keren naar diepe waarheid,geworteld in mij....

Blijkbaar voeld het momenteel nog steeds meer vertrouwd,om mezelf kapot te maken,mijn eigen licht te doven omdat het zo hoord...
Het licht instappen ...durven te ZIJN wie ik ben....krachten te durven ontplooien, waarvan alleen GOD en ik weten dat het er ooit moest van komen.

De liefde voeld zo onwenning.....na alle innerlijke strijd van pijn.
Kansen worden me geboden, waarvan ik nooit had durven dromen...

Vraag jullie angstig te bidden met mij....Zodat ik terug zal kunnen zijn....
het kind van licht, vol dromen en medeogen, liefde is wie ik ben,niets is erger dan je eigen licht te doven....Vader ik bid tot jou....neem jij het van hier even over

Dit schrijven mag misschien voor jullie raar overkomen, het kan me eveneens niet meer schelen....ik kwam tot zover altijd alles al te boven

Feb 12, 2007

Locked inside of me




Locked inside of me...why still can't be me! Locked inside believe...believe one day it will be you and me...

People say i should let go...
But how can i let go the one thing,this one soul ever, recognised me without words needed
How can i let go the one true friend was there for me when needed

How can they know what God wanted for us to be...

I know one beautiful day
i will be sitting there in these fields of gold...that inner smile knowing it was meant to be...totally free, forever you and me , side by side in eternity

Tell me how can i let go this dream?

Is it a dream?

I know one thing; you were for real...

How can i let go, without understanding what happend that night?
What was driving you over the edge;
Why didn't you left a note?

You just took your live without even saying goodbye

Only for me THE End of this story
A story were i thought i had found my one true friend...who promised me never have to say goodbye...always would be by my side...

Why was it you...and not ME
How can i ever forget

Your always on my mind, all of the time...

Feb 10, 2007

Whish upon Star; to follow were you are


Here a would like to write a litle more about my own experience,

What i experienced as messages from the light.First i thought this came from Peter's(and for me so it was/is) counsiousness. Many puzzles must lead to let me see,how live is actually not real.

Spirit Guide you
Let the spirit guide you beyond the stars.
Let them guide you into the universe.
They are waiting patiently for you.
They are waiting for a sign.
The password that will connect you.
They will guide you.
Teach you in every way possible.
Take the step into the pool of light.
Take a chance on life.

THAT HOVERS THE HEAD OF EVERY PERSON ON EARTH. THE BRIGHTNESS OF THIS THE SOUL STAR VERY MUCH DEPENDS ON THE EVOLUTION OF SOUL EXTENSION ON EARTH .THE SOUL STAR IS NOT THE SOUL , BUT RATHER AN INSTRUMENT THROUGH WHICH THE SOUL DOES ITS WORK THIS SOUL STAR BECOMES ABOUT SIX INCHES ABOVE THE HEAD IS A ETHERIC STAR OF LIGHTACTIVATED UPON USING THE SOUL MANTRA.THERE IS ALSO AN EARTH STAR ~ ABOUT SIX INCHES BELOW YOUR FEET . THIS IS YOUR CONNECTION WITH THE EARTH MOTHER AND THROUGH FOCUSHELPS GROUND YOU


Toen ik bovenstaande las, was dit nogmaals een bevestiging voor mijn inzichten, of over hetgeen ik waar nam.
Het was een opluchting enigzins dat ik niet gek was.Dat ik hetgene ik voelde geen verzinsel was om beter met Peter's heengaan te kunnen omgaan.
Jullie zullen naarmate ik verder schrijf merken, dat hetgene ik mocht ervaren infeite een opeenvolging van openbaringen waren!