Inspiration mail

You think that one day you will be liberated.

One day you will be free.

Why not today?

Why not Now?

And if not Now,

When?

Jeff Foster

Acceptence

Don't believe those telling you,you're different!
Don't believe those,who are telling you what you should do or who you should be!
They are only afraid of you and your light who is willing to fight...fight for what is right.
The only way right,is that of your heart ,your inner voice guiding you all the way again to the light...
Never give up believing and even there may be a moment that you will do...trust that the light is still there guiding you.
Have you effort with accepting what lies infront of you?
To accept, always proceeds that what is in you.
If you accepte yourself you'll be able to live love.
Acceptence is nor gloss over nor live it up; it is realise,looking completely honestly to yourself.
Find it difficult? Begin then with you that to proposal you recognise it where you run against. And then do it step by step..

The Sillysaurs Solutions

A few weeks ago i meat this guy 'Peter Paul' more on him you can read on his website,see the link. The thing is, he had this great idea for this project, Sillysaurs Solutions and me myself i had already some sort of idea to create a house for our Children, a place were they can be and exploire in whatever they wan't you know.Grow in what there good in, in the first place it would be for children of poor family's but eventually everybody's welcome
For now i hope we can create and bring these two ideas together, the concept i personaly think is great, and if people are interested to support this, Please All Support is Welcome

For me it's with all my heart i wan't this so very much to succeed!!! Sinse i was very lillte i knew one day there was a meaning for me to be, to help our children and to help the world to be a better place to more a place were people can live from their heart....
This dream came more and more again alive,the moment i becomed a mom.For me my son he is my biggest teacher...i love him all the way...When i look into his eyes...i know he feels me all the way...

So this for now so far...:)
More about this you'll read later,becaus duty calls

What's happening with me?

Na een hele periode waar ik alleen maar in een staat van diepe ontroering kon ZIJN, komen mijn tranen nu eindelijk vrij...
Deze diepe pijn,zo plots uit het niets....Wat gebeurt er momenteel met mij?

Lang geleden dat iemand zo mijn ziel weet te ontroeren...Dit omdat je zo puur bent,zo eerlijk durft te kijken naar jezelf...raakt het mij in mijn diepste wezen...

Zelf zat ik ook al tijdje vast, wetende dat Peter een reflectie was van wat in mij was en hierbij wordt her-boren...
Volledig zijn, wat voeld dit vreemd nu ik er terug zou kunnen "bijhoren"!
Voel in geen sprankeltje behoefte hier nood aan te hebben...
Laat mij maar ZIJN wie ik ben...

Momenteel kan je je niet voorstellen wat er zoal gebeurt in mij....een vage herinnering van een vorig leven...
Beseffende dat ik gedurende geheel mijn leven hier niet op aarde kon zijn...mijn licht niet kon schijnen bij al wat of wie niet in waarheid durfde te zijn

Beseffende dat er momenteel geen andere uitweg meer lijkt te zijn terug te keren naar diepe waarheid,geworteld in mij....

Blijkbaar voeld het momenteel nog steeds meer vertrouwd,om mezelf kapot te maken,mijn eigen licht te doven omdat het zo hoord...
Het licht instappen ...durven te ZIJN wie ik ben....krachten te durven ontplooien, waarvan alleen GOD en ik weten dat het er ooit moest van komen.

De liefde voeld zo onwenning.....na alle innerlijke strijd van pijn.
Kansen worden me geboden, waarvan ik nooit had durven dromen...

Vraag jullie angstig te bidden met mij....Zodat ik terug zal kunnen zijn....
het kind van licht, vol dromen en medeogen, liefde is wie ik ben,niets is erger dan je eigen licht te doven....Vader ik bid tot jou....neem jij het van hier even over

Dit schrijven mag misschien voor jullie raar overkomen, het kan me eveneens niet meer schelen....ik kwam tot zover altijd alles al te boven

Serenity

GOD grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

By Reinhold Nieburh

Dreambrother

I feel afraid and i call your name>

I love your voice and your dance insane>

I hear your words and I know your pain With my head in your hands and her kiss on the lips of another

Your eyes to the ground and the world spinning round forever

Asleep in the sand with the ocean washing over

Don't be like the one who made me so old Don't be like the one who left behind his name

Cause there waiting for you like i waited for mine

And nobody ever came>Nobody ever came>Asleep in the sand with the ocean washing over >Dream brother,dream brother,dream>In the sand with the ocean washing over>

Locked inside of me

Locked inside of me...why still can't be me! Locked inside believe...believe one day it will be you and me...

People say i should let go...
But how can i let go the one thing,this one soul ever, recognised me without words needed
How can i let go the one true friend was there for me when needed

How can they know what God wanted for us to be...

I know one beautiful day
i will be sitting there in these fields of gold...that inner smile knowing it was meant to be...totally free, forever you and me , side by side in eternity

Tell me how can i let go this dream?

Is it a dream?

I know one thing; you were for real...

How can i let go, without understanding what happend that night?
What was driving you over the edge;
Why didn't you left a note?

You just took your live without even saying goodbye

Only for me THE End of this story
A story were i thought i had found my one true friend...who promised me never have to say goodbye...always would be by my side...

Why was it you...and not ME
How can i ever forget

Your always on my mind, all of the time...

Godess Isis

GODDESS ISIS :


The Keeper of the Pyramid Energies on this planet. The activator of the pure love of the Goddess in all Heart Flames. The Goddess of Truth and Wisdom. She is one of the Temple Keepers of the Sisterhood of the Rays.Dispensations: Will help any sincere Spiritual Seekers Align themselves with the Pyramid Energies and the Ascension Flames there within. A Healer and Protector of all Women and Children.

When i askes myself the question, who am I? What lives deep in me? Please Father, let me see?
Later on I've received these messages...of the inner light that shines in me....i felt this really strongle...but at this time it was not necessary to reveal.I had just to re-member...it's like a litle later something happens and suddenly...doing this specifique thing...you re-member what lies beneeth
It feels strange to write this down,because my whole life I good not really be me,always felt an outsider in any kind of thing.Like i didn't really fitted in, no lawyers or docters as parents,only a mom and 2 halfsisters who could drink my blood. Didn't wanna me to studying, that wouldn't be right.Why do i had to be different? Why do i pretent to be more, they asked thimselfs? It was there thinking...it was them my sister who hitted me,loked me up in the dark...and till i thought i would die...She had such power over me!Teachers who let me feel that i will never be this or that,if i didn't have a family willing to support./span>
I have battled many fields...THe only thing i could think was, not to give in/up...ALthough sometimes it was as if my heart got pulled out,this inner cry from the soul !
Then that's mostly when the light comes up and show...Just cry it out,whatever it is...you'll be heard.The more often you do,the more often you'll be able to recognize
All the way i had this inner strength... i knew i would go to the end, "FATHER" beside me all the way...

The end is near,no more hiddings,everything must reveale...few steps on my own again,starting to desire for someone is there for me in no harmer
This whole experience here on the planet called earth....were I have so much learned and got hurt, brought me so much inner wisdom, SO I WILL ALWAYS RE-MEMBER IT WAS WORTH


Prayer for Dispensation


I call forth to Beloved Isis for an Anchoring and Activation of the Golden Ankh into my Heart Chakra to illuminate the Immortal Wisdom of the Goddess.
SO IT IS DONE. x 3 times