Within Us Is The Soul Of The Whole, The Wise Slince, The Universal Beauty, The Eternal One
Godess Kali
Godess Kali
Individual al the Way
Feb 12, 2007
Locked inside of me
Locked inside of me...why still can't be me! Locked inside believe...believe one day it will be you and me...
People say i should let go...
But how can i let go the one thing,this one soul ever, recognised me without words needed
How can i let go the one true friend was there for me when needed
How can they know what God wanted for us to be...
I know one beautiful day
i will be sitting there in these fields of gold...that inner smile knowing it was meant to be...totally free, forever you and me , side by side in eternity
Tell me how can i let go this dream?
Is it a dream?
I know one thing; you were for real...
How can i let go, without understanding what happend that night?
What was driving you over the edge;
Why didn't you left a note?
You just took your live without even saying goodbye
Only for me THE End of this story
A story were i thought i had found my one true friend...who promised me never have to say goodbye...always would be by my side...
Why was it you...and not ME
How can i ever forget
Your always on my mind, all of the time...
Godess Isis
GODDESS ISIS :
The Keeper of the Pyramid Energies on this planet. The activator of the pure love of the Goddess in all Heart Flames. The Goddess of Truth and Wisdom. She is one of the Temple Keepers of the Sisterhood of the Rays.Dispensations: Will help any sincere Spiritual Seekers Align themselves with the Pyramid Energies and the Ascension Flames there within. A Healer and Protector of all Women and Children.
When i askes myself the question, who am I? What lives deep in me? Please Father, let me see?
Later on I've received these messages...of the inner light that shines in me....i felt this really strongle...but at this time it was not necessary to reveal.I had just to re-member...it's like a litle later something happens and suddenly...doing this specifique thing...you re-member what lies beneeth
It feels strange to write this down,because my whole life I good not really be me,always felt an outsider in any kind of thing.Like i didn't really fitted in, no lawyers or docters as parents,only a mom and 2 halfsisters who could drink my blood. Didn't wanna me to studying, that wouldn't be right.Why do i had to be different? Why do i pretent to be more, they asked thimselfs? It was there thinking...it was them my sister who hitted me,loked me up in the dark...and till i thought i would die...She had such power over me!Teachers who let me feel that i will never be this or that,if i didn't have a family willing to support./span>
I have battled many fields...THe only thing i could think was, not to give in/up...ALthough sometimes it was as if my heart got pulled out,this inner cry from the soul !
Then that's mostly when the light comes up and show...Just cry it out,whatever it is...you'll be heard.The more often you do,the more often you'll be able to recognize
All the way i had this inner strength... i knew i would go to the end, "FATHER" beside me all the way...
The end is near,no more hiddings,everything must reveale...few steps on my own again,starting to desire for someone is there for me in no harmer
This whole experience here on the planet called earth....were I have so much learned and got hurt, brought me so much inner wisdom, SO I WILL ALWAYS RE-MEMBER IT WAS WORTH
Prayer for Dispensation
I call forth to Beloved Isis for an Anchoring and Activation of the Golden Ankh into my Heart Chakra to illuminate the Immortal Wisdom of the Goddess.
SO IT IS DONE. x 3 times
Posted by Mya = Myriam = Mery Amon = geliefde van God at 12.2.07 0 comments